To Synth and Beyond

It's been awhile since I wrote anything here, and that was mainly due to expending all my creative energies on music and turning ever more inward due to the recent plague. Staying at home away from everyone has never been difficult for me because I just don't feel attached to the human race. I suppose a childhood of being bullied and the oppressive mind control of a Catholic school system didn't help improve my impression of my fellow man. I'd like to say that I shook all that off and have now embraced love and acceptance of everybody but that is simply not the case. Truth is, I enjoy being alone and I use that time to create. 

Technics SX-K500 inherited from Evelyn Sytsma

During the pandemic, I decided I wanted to come out of it a better musician, so I finally embraced the keyboard and decided to learn at least a little basic music theory. I've always avoided learning too much music theory because I thought that it would reduce the originality of my music. I feel like I disproved that since my options are greater now than before. And actually, I've not played much guitar since I first laid fingers on the very beautiful synthesizer that had patiently waited in my basement ever since my grandmother-in-law Evelyn passed away and left her instrument with my wife and I. 

Luckily, there exists a perfect outlet to my budding and amateurish attempts at synth music: Dungeon Synth and the slightly newer Synthwave / Vapowave scene. Dungeon Synth is by no means new to me, since I've been an obsessed Mortiis fan since the 90's. Those Mortiis albums were spun here more times than I can count. So, my first attempt at a dungeon synth release was Nebuleth - Vampire Planet

I chose to release this only on Cassette tape and Minidisc (one of my favorite formats of all time). I had a lot of experience with Minidisc, since I had used a stereo Minidisc recorder as a mixdown/mastering deck back when CD burners were thousands of dollars and the MD deck was only $400. I also recorded the first Satan's Almighty Penis demo and the Erasmus demo on a Mulititrack Minidisc recorder, the Sony MDM-X4

The Dungeon Synth community seems to embrace analog tape and the synth/vapor wave community dips it's foot into Minidisc so I decided to try that route. For the most part, it has been extremely satisfying to be able to produce an entire album in much shorter time that it ever took me to produce any of my When Bitter Spring Sleeps heavy metal offerings. Plus, the size and quality of the Minidisc has allowed me to avoid the insanity of the vinyl scene and all that over-hyped madness and waste. Now, I know that is going to irritate someone, so I'll just say that yes, I think vinyl is ok, but given the problems the world faces right now environmentally, I think those huge platters of plastic shipped around the world have no place in the future. 

- Lord Sardonyx 2022

 


Stellar Ancestry

Stellar Ancestry, a track from the previous When Bitter Spring Sleeps album "Dungeon Metal" touches on a topic that I have always been very fond of: astral travel. 

I've explored the concept of astral travel through my art a few times. From Spectral Aeons in the 90's and more recently, through the music of Nebuleth, my new synth project

I'm not talking sitting cross-legged and closing your eyes and repeating your mantra until your mind leaves your body. I'm talking about truly leaving your body forever. 

Some folks believe in heaven or hell or some sort of afterlife. But my beliefs are more akin to something link reincarnation. I don't think that I'll get to return as a higher or lower lifeform, but I suppose that is far more probable than sprouting wings and playing harp in the clouds. You see, I have a rather scientific slant on my beliefs that tells me that yes it is possible when I die, that eventually some part of me will end up inside another living thing. I may be a rock or water or tree for awhile before I get the chance to be a conscious being again. And maybe it will be a very very long time before my spirit can again view the world through self aware senses. Maybe it will be so long, that this planet called Earth will have been swallowed up by our bloated and dying sun. Maybe everything that was once called Earth will be reduced to atoms and end up as nuclear fuel for that sun. 

Our sun will die, too eventually, sending an explosion of matter into the galaxy. There we'll be drifting in space for another very very long time. But, it is always possible that those atoms will once again become something that eventually knows that it is alive. That something will probably be a very tiny part of me. And that something will probably not be human.

The guitars influenced by Mournful Congregation. Light one up and kick back under the black lights. Allow your mind drift onto the stellar winds.


Stellar Ancestry -

 I want of no mercy
or to be a sacrifice
I offer no allegiance
to the seasons of life

I search the starry heavens
betwixt the stellar winds
I wander in the vapours 

beyond time and memory
I sail this cosmic ocean
black waves surrounding me
 Soundless and shapeless

We flounder through the aeons
Voyagers of light our destination blind
 Borne along the night winds
and through star-speckled realms
we gather in abysses of sleep

Through trance-like moments
in times that never pass
Our sparks swim aimlessly

Through phosphorescent storms
Sail for tomorrow's dream
Reborn in shape and majesty